What does my future have in store, that i don't know yet?

Last night while lying in bed, i came to the utter realization that i don't know what my future has in store for me. I mean what does the word future really mean? All of us have different, outlooks on the future, and how it is planned.I want to go to college, but i'm scared to.

Sleepless Nights

Lately i haven't been sleeping, and i'd go twelve hours without dreaming. I find it weird to sleep all day and to sleep all day..........

Can't Think Of Anything

For the first time i'm at a loss of words, and don't know what to put down...

Under The Willow Tree

In the middle of the meadow,
there's a place i sit thinking of you.
Where all my worries are gone away.
Night after night, i find myself gazing
enduring the bright colors of the evening's sunset.
A bright color of orange overcasts thw skies.
Like a blanket letting the sun rest,
letting the silver moon shine.
In the meadow in a field of flowers,
There's a place i've been coming for years.
As long as i can remember i sit,
underneath the willow tree.
If you look close enough,
you can see the stars.
The golden moon embraces the stars like a new born
child, i sit underneath the willow tree.
My first memory, i was six years old
I wore a baseball cap with the yankies logo on it.
You told me to cover my eyes,
so i did...  I was in the meadow
as the Last memory.  
I feel the wind's breeze,
as i sit under the willow tree,
thinking of you...

First Tornado Of The Year

A couple of days ago, Winchester suffered a huge storm. That left many homes without power, cable, and water which is the main source of energy. Anyway back to the subject the storm, i was not prepared for i might add. Tree  limbs started to fall, high winds of almost 80 mother and i ducked for cover, while my stepdad kept an eye on the progress of the storm. It was probably one of the worst situations that i've ever been in. The day after the big storm my moms house did not have any cable, although we did have power that's a good thing i guess, so i am so thankful for that.. Lets just hope there won't be a storm like that
again....